4. How God got me writing!

Now ten years had passed, and still I hadn’t really written anything. I believe the Lord wanted me to experience some things before I was allowed to write about it. That took me up to July last year (2006). At this stage, I felt like a blocked up ball-point pen. The ink was in there, but it just wouldn’t flow out. So writing was something that had been put on the back-burner.

And in the meantime, over those ten years, I’d discovered drawing (and realised that I could do it)… and then, after purchasing my first digital camera, I found the wonderful world of photography. All of which was in the Lord’s plan!!! Hence my drawing and photography. But the most important thing was still on the back-burner.

In July, I started blogging, which was good, but really hard to keep inspired. There wasn’t anyone I was writing to. Back then I didn’t know how to get hits… didn’t understand about tags. If someone was reading my blog, it would be much more satisfying. So I still struggled with it, until……..

…..one chaotic day at Lighthouse Club!!! (That’s the kids club we run on Friday afternoon for local kids) I was completely disorganised, so I took my laptop along to share some stuff with the kids. We had some fun, and in the process, I showed the kids some funny jokes. They in turn asked me to email the jokes to them. We exchanged email addresses, and as we did, I thought that it was a wonderful idea. The brain got ticking over, and I thought of lots of stuff like Bible stories and activities that I could send to them. So even if they didn’t make it on Fridays I could still keep in touch.

That night I decided to do a websearch for Bible stories for kids. Guess what I came across? I found this really neat site of great Bible stories and delightful illustrations. It was our friend, Paul, Bible Story Guy’s site. I was so impressed with it, that I wrote to him…. and I have been writing to him ever since.

Some of us find it hard to open up to people. Well, I sure can relate!! I’d always been one to hold things in, and then I read Paul’s website and discovered how open and completely transparent he was. No sign of hypocrisy there… well, at least I didn’t see any!! And the other thing is that Paul just loves to write… it’s like breathing to him.

So over the past few months, I’ve written more than I have in a whole lifetime. The Lord has had me be completely open in what I’ve said. He showed me a lot of stuff in me that I had to deal with, and as I wrote, the ink began to flow. Now it’s seems like second nature. And it’s all become easier with having someone to write to, and who’s spurred me on. He has become my email buddy!! And, you could say, he’s been like a mentor to me.

If you haven’t checked out his website, you should. You will find lots of wonderful reading there, and I guarantee, you’ll be inspired. That man is REAL!! In Oz we’d say, “Fair dinkum…. true blue…. dinky di!!” I feel truly blessed for having stumbled across him. And it’s because the Lord put him there at the right time that I’m writing and blogging today!!

So there ya’ go!! (as we say in Oz)! That’s a bit of the amazing journey the Lord has had me on this past six months!!

And today, I’m experiencing such wonderful feedback on my blogs and on Flickr! Our Lord surely is amazing!! And I do thank him for friends!! I’ve never shared with anyone so much in my life (apart from Phil, my husband) as much as I have in these past few months. The Lord has shown me the importance of friendship!! And, as you can see, He’s got me writing!!!!

I am forever grateful!!

One Response to “4. How God got me writing!”

  1. Jax4Jesus Says:

    Just read this blog and I can so relate to everything.

    Years ago a woman named Carol who I knew in Nottingham had a picture for me and it was a pen. I knew then I would write. This was over 15 years ago.

    I read many christian testimonies and lived and breathed them and was amazed at the what the Lord did, especially to persecuted christians in Russia. I had a real heart for Russia and the trials and sufferings they went under. But I also read of some of the miraculous incidents that happened.

    One of them amazed me and that was a Russian man didn’t have the bible with him as he was in prison for his faith. He had memorized most of the New Testament and tapped out on the pipes in morse code the Gospel. How amazing is that!! People in prison came to the Lord.

    Another man I read about was put out in minus degrees outside the prison. He never felt the cold. Praise the Lord.

    Well it wasn’t long after this, that my own testimony about the Lord was about to be lived. It never occurred to me Jeanette that it would include so much suffering. I thought God had left me.

    Well 15 or it could be more, I’ve lost count I’ve been homeless numerous times, been without food and money consistently. I’ve had my life threatened seriously twice, lost two houses, my health. Taken to court by my ex-husband. Stalked, attacked physically and so much more that I couldn’t even begin to write it here.

    Well I still suffer depression but I can remember when my daughter was around 2 years old, she’s now 20 and I prayed what I now realise was a very dangerous prayer. I prayed “Lord make me weak so that I can know your strength”. I can even remember the street I prayed it on and how close I was to the front door. I’m smiling now because the image in my mind is so clear.

    Well the Lord really answered. The words “Do not lean on your own understanding” come to mind because never in my entire life did I reckon on the years that lay ahead. Each year it just got worse and worse. I even stopped going to church. But everywhere I went and turned there was always a christian around.

    So now I am writing, not with a pen but with my fingers typing. (That is another story too) I never thought I would be blogging too. I too have met so many friendships that it has utterly amazed me. Like you I’ve got into photography, painting (which I did at college a couple of years ago), drawing and goodness knows what. I realise that the Lord has been planning for a long time - all my life Psalm 130 (which is my favourite.

    Where I go from here I do not know. But I suppose the truth of it is that it is happening right now.

    You have been an encouragement too. I have looked on your friends ‘BibleGuy’s’ site and I am amazed. I find it hard because at the moment I’m dealing with my childhood issues so I can only take so much in about children. It is painful.

    Also I now write to persecuted christians all over the world with ‘Open Doors’. Today I’ve been trying to get together some pieces of artwork for the children who have lost either a father or mother or both. In Nigeria there are a lot of orphans and widows.

    So I’m glad I’ve looked at this blog tonight, because I’ve had a bad day today. Hubby has a streaming cold and I’ve got to walk the dog soon and get up all these hills in St. Ives Cornwall. My strength is still weak.

    But by the Grace of God go I. Each day is a trial but there is beauty too.

    God Bless Jeanette. xx

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